I want to have the right to ask "why"!
I have a lot of debates, arguments or fights, sometimes, in my mind as everybody does. But the strange thing is that when I focus on the language I use I find it's English. Hmmm, I am an Arabic-native speaker, so why do I speak with myself in English?
That really drew my attention and so I put big question marks. Then I started to dig deep in myself looking for an answer. I received these theories from me: